Totally Shy by Juliane Lector

Birthdates:
Juliane Lector February 7
Piolo December 9

The Story:
Well we met in a summer class for incoming school year. He's cool, tall guy, a good person and at the same time, he's not arrogant.

It's summer class for the incoming school year, then we're in school. Then I checked the list posted for our class (I haven't know him yet that time) then I saw his name. Then I just said what a celebrity name. Just kidding :) his name is Piolo. When we got into the room, I'm confused and still search for that name, who he is. Until the recitation came, and our teacher ask his name, and then there he is, really caught my attention.

Then one day, part of our class are so noisy because there are those boys gather together in a row. Then I got this nametag, I think I'm the only one in our row have it so I'd been called and transferred seat beside the boys.

Why in the world the incident happens that I seated with him. That time it's English subject, an easy subject for me. I always got perfect on it. But then because they are really noisy, the reason why I got mistake for the first time in summer class. And it's because of that maaaan!. But it's ok. I never felt regret on it.

As time goes by, I see that I couldn't find an opportunity to tell him that I like him. But my classmates are teasing me saying "Go Juliane" so that time, I always think to give up than see him avoiding me. So that time I always do avoid him. But then after the summer class, we're still classmates in the school year.

Crush? it's the first time we've been classmates together. That is the first day. But I don't know I don't care about his crush. Well the first step ofcourse, let him be your friend so you'll get closer to each other. But I haven't tried it yet :D It's so an awkward thing. It's really a hard thing to do. Because I think he thought of me, inlove with him. It's like one of my closest friends is telling him.

Plans? Complicated. I'm hesitant cause, first we're still in school, so my feelings about him who don't have any feelings for me :D, is hoping that someday, we make relationship and every 11:11 on the clock, I wish for it, even in my prayers, but I think it'll not gonna happen yet, cause we're too young and we need to focus on our studies. Thank you so much for this conversation it really feels good.

Advice:
In partners, just think first if their relationship will really do help them. Don't be like the other guys who had just MU and then they got into it. But no, think first, so that, you wouldn't be hurt in the end.

Know the strengths of your relationship, you must to be seriously get familiar with his personality. And make sure he's loyal and honest to you. If you're in high school, and your parent prohibits you, wait until you two got graduate or in whatsoever time. Because there you will prove his loyalty to you, if he can wait until death just to have you. You also must have the control to your argue or grouch because it is the test for the strength of your relationship.

If your partner has all of these, then he's/she's the one. Don't give your 100 percent love and personality to him cause there is no "forever" at all. That's all. :D

To anyone like me who is shy to being get close to their love, just relax. Wait for the time, if God wills your relationship, then He will help you. Just wait for His sign that you're the destiny so He'll make it. If not, of course it'll never be. But just wait. What do we know, he might be the one who make the first step. Just wait. Don't be get broken heart cause he's not the only guy. He maybe a now inspiration so don't expect in your crush.

(Administration2015: Thank you very much Juliane Lector! May God bless you.)
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Tadhana by Jhanet Ann Cornejo

Birthdays:
Jhanet November 14
Seiji February 13

The Story:
Transfery lang po ako last year sa school na Holy Spirit School. Sa totoo po nyan ayokong lumipat ng school. Pinilit lang ako ng parents ko. Then ayun na. First day nakasimangot ako kasi una, may mga barkada ang kuya ko which is pinababantayan ako dun. And pangalawa ay wala akong kakilala.

Then months ago, nakarecover ako bilang loner, may mga friends naden at hanggang sa may activity sa school na kung tawagin ay PGT stands for (Paracletan Got Idol) so may mga classmates po ako na mga Musician, tapos narinig nila ako kung pano kumanta then they talk to me na kung pwede ako na ang maging vocalist nila. So mejo natawa ako. Kasi, takot po ako sa mga tao, kapag may taong mga nakatingin sakin natataranta po ako. Yung parang all eyes on you. I also have asthma na kapag naeexcite, natatakot, natataranta, napapagod, or may nakain na bawal. inaatake ako. So ayun na po. Nung pumayag ako sabi ko sige tatry ko lang naman.

Tapos nagulat ako kasi nung nalaman ko kung sino sino kasama namin, nakita ko yung drummer namin na si Seiji Ishizaka, mejo familiar na kasi sya sakin kasi nakita ko sya sa school na nakapila kasi Flag Cem namin nun. So ayun na nga po kabandmate ko po sya then :) may audition pa po yun, nasa isip ko hinde naman kami makakapasok sa audition na yon kasi mababa po talaga self confidence ko kaya minsan puro negatives ung naiisip ko. And ayun na po. Nagpractice po kami non 2 weeks before audition. nagprapractice kami sa studio.

Then ayun na fastforward audition na namin. Binalot ako ng kaba nun habang di pa kami ang nakasalang. Tas yung mga kagrupo ko sabi kalma lang daw ako. Then ginawa ko kasi ayaw ko silang ipahiya. Tapos naalala ko pa non yung kinanta namin ay CREEP by Radiohead. Kabado ako nun pero naalala ko na hinde lang para sakin to. May grade din po kasi na nakaindicate dun sa program na yun. Then natapos na po yung audition, inaantay nalang po namin yung result kung sino ang mga nakapasok. And nakapasok kami sa audition which is di namin inexpect.

Kasi akala namin hinde kami makakapasok kasi madaming magagaling. At ayun na po. Nagtuloy tuloy na po yun. Tas ang pangalan po ng banda namin is BOOM BEACH. Hanggang sa natalo na kami sa 3rd elimination. Nagkagulo gulo na po. Kasi habang nag peperform po kami mejo hirap na ako huminga nun. So sinabi ko sa sarili ko na kakayanin ko sana matapos ko yung 2 songs. Natapos ko po yung 1 kanta then nung pangalawa sasabihin ko na sana na hinde ko na kaya. Kaso bigla silang tumugtog, so wala na akong choice kundi pilitin ko pa lalo. Then nung matatapos na hingal na ako. Lumingon ako sakanila tas sinabi ko na hinde ko na kaya. Tas nagstop ako sa pagkanta then sila natugtog paren. Hanggang sa nawala na ako. Hinde na ko naka kanta pa nun. Hanggang sa kaduluduluhan nakapagsalita pa ako nakanta ko pa yung dulo kaso malapit na akong bumagsak. Then nilapitan ako ng adviser namin sinalo na ako bago pa ako bumagsak tas inilabas.

Walang kabanda ko ang lumapit sakin nun. Lahat sila kita ko sa muka nila ang pagkainis na para bang ako ang sinisisi. Pag katapos ko makarecover dun. Pinuntahan ko sila sa room. Iyak ako ng iyak, lahat galit sakin. Pero hinde ko kasalanan yun. 😅 then months pass by. Mejo nagkakaayos na kami. Nga po pala nakausap ko si Seiji yung drummer namin, tinanong ko sya kung galit sya sakin. Tas sabi nya hinde daw. Naiintindihan nya naman daw yun, palipasin nalang daw yung araw makakalimutan din yan.

And by the way si Seiji Ishizaka po ay hinde ko literally na classmate, magkabatch kami pero sya ay nasa A at ako sa B. So ayun. Habang tumatagal, mejo nagpapansinan na. Pero iniyakan ko ng grabe yung nangyari na yon. Pero hanggang sa nagkaayos ayos na kami. Then may dumating nanaman na pagsubok. Dumating ung Wildcard. At tinanong kami kung sasali pa. Pero kaming dalawa nalang ni Seiji yung pumayag na ituloy. Kaya naghanap kami ng bagong ka member, at pinangalanan itong BlanDiMaNi, ibinatay namin sa mga teacher na advisers namin at mga teacher. Pinagsama sama namin.

Tas ayun. Nung nag wildcard na kami kinanta namin yung ZOMBIE by Cranberries at Heaven, na nagustuhan ng mga nanunuod so ayun po nakapasok kami at masaya. Sobrang saya namin kahit andaming pinagdaanan. Ayun po. Tas nakapasok kami sa grand finals. Then buwis buhay na kami nun. Ang kinanta namin ay wag na wag mong sasabihin by kitchie nadal, rolling in the deep by adele, at sayang na sayang by aegis, pero nakuha namin ay panglast na place. Ahm kulang kasi kami sa mga votes. Pero kahit na bumawi kami sa performance kulang parin kasi ang voting ay 10% pero kahit ganun masaya parin kami na magkakasama.

At this school year, dun padin ako nagaaral sa Holy Spirit. Kasi may gusto pa akong tapusin. Ahhaha then. Yung last day namin nung 2014 umamin ako kay Seiji na mahal ko sya. Okay lang daw. Pero syempre unang beses ko yon umamin. Eh sa hinde ko na kinaya itago dahil simula palang gusto ko na sya. Sinabi ko na. Kaso mukang pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana kasi this year. Classmate ko na si Seiji Ishizaka. Kung kelan sinasabi ko na sa sarili ko na move on na ako tsaka naman may ganitong senaryo na magkakasama kami ng 1 taon sa school namin. At magkalapit pa kami.

Tadhana nga naman kahit di mo gustuhing makipaglaro, paglalaruan ka paden. At yun na po. yun. May hinde na po ako binanggit na mga senaryo sa nangyari saaming lahat po na nakakalungkot kasi habang nasa banda, may mga nagkakasakit, may mga pagsubok na akala namin di namin malalampasan.

(Administration2015: Thank you very much Jhanet Ann Cornejo! May God bless you.)
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